I began writing poetry in 5th grade through a school program. The language of poetry stuck to me, and in 8th grade I wrote a fair amount of poetry. When meditating upon this one day recently (10th grade) I realized I missed the artistic part of my life, and wrote a poem about it. This eventually inspired me to rediscover this part of my life, and I challenged myself to write a poem a night for one year. I started on March 28th 2011. Here is where I will post all my poetry, past and present, for those of you who care to read.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
There’s a scratch on the wall,
Boring into my skull,
Tearing into my mind,
Driving me out.
I can’t stand it, that scratch,
It’s staring me in the face
With a hateful glance
That makes me uneasy.
I kick and I scream,
But no one will help
I’m alone, with the scratch,
And I can’t even help myself.
I took a bucket with me
Down to the lake,
Full of my flaws and worries.
For awhile I just reveled
In the glory of the place
And eventually I thought on my life’s story.
I spoke with the wind, the fountain, the frogs;
I watched the soft ripples break up the pond;
I thought on my life
And all I had done
And realized I’ve lived both right and wrong.
I took then my bucket
And held it up high,
Proud of these things
Knowing that I
Could pour out my bucket,
Into the pond,
And forget all my worries,
My rights and my wrongs.
So now I’ll return
With my empty bucket
Knowing full well
Where I want to go.
And one day I’ll return
With my heavy bucket
Again to pour out my soul.
The child in green
Hands out a piece
To his peer in red
She carries it down
Over some figurative bridge
Into the realm
Where imagination is.
Then as an assembly
Each kid places his piece
With meaning and purpose
Found only in the hands of a child.
Striding as a team
Their goal is achieved
And they sit down again
In another room with friends
To pursue another creation
Completely their own…
In the hands of a child.
Our Mother,
Who art in nature
Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom has come
Yet thy will undone
In cities and soon all the world
Give us this day our daily breathe
And forgive us our footprint
As will forgive those who step on us
Lead us not into destruction
And deliver us from pollution
For thine is the Earth, the laws, and the wonder, forever and ever-
Amen.
WELL, it all started with a challenge I made myself a year ago to write a poem a day for a year. I did that. Challenge complete. I must say alot of what I did write in that period was a bit shotty, probably because none of it was refined or edited, just sort of written up then thrust online. Because I was limited to writing and posting daily, I didn’t have the time to put into what I wanted to into alot of things. That doesn’t mean I’m not proud of all I’ve written though, because I am. ANYWAY, I do NOT plan on stopping writing, just stopping the whole daily process. Now I want to pursue writing some longer or more refined pieces, in addition to some prose. I already have a short story that I’m pretty proud of, so maybe I’ll get around to posting that. Anyway, I will continue to write and post, just not daily. That was alot of writing. Enough for today I must say ;)! Thanks for the concern though and for following! Maybe I’ll try and get this whole series thrown together in a book/collection of some sort. That’d be nifty.
Before I take my humble bow
To stimulate you, my crowd,
I’d like to say a final word
On if it was worth
All the time and dedication.
To that I say of course, of course;
Is there any other discourse
I would be urged to speak on?
No, never, I’ve grown so much
And yet learned so little
About how strong or tough
One must be to pursue a goal.
I really just wrote my mind,
And I must admit, there was nothing sometimes,
Because one can’t always be a poet;
Just as one can’t always be a genius
As everyone has certain flaws.
Well unfortunately it seems
I’ve broken the basic rhyme scheme
So I’ll do my best to get back
To the groove I set; quack!
Sometimes it’s necessary to take yourself seriously,
But other times it’s necessary to unleash all that’s silly.
And still yet there are times
When you can’t think of a rhyme
So you just throw in a word
That is completely absurd.
Back to the theme,
I’m torn at the seams;
I don’t want to stop this challenge.
It’s been pretty good for me,
I’ve learned a thing about being
A person both commanding and meek
Of power and respect in the least;
I have earned your respect I hope
Now that I’ve pursued and finished a goal
Even though it seems ridiculous to some
It’s important to me that I eventually won.
Now before I leave this daily thing for good
I’d like to impart some wisdom, if you would
Just take a moment to give me your attention
Because I know the past 41 lines were a convention
For getting to this final piece of wisdom
That would cost you in any other region.
“When setting a goal for yourself
Truly strive and climb in your health
Until you can no longer climb any higher
Then reset the bar another 50 feet higher
And climb and climb and climb
And keep on going, don’t waste any time
Because until you reach that goal
It will just get further away
Because if you let it get further
You’re too weak to get there
And must continue climbing
To gather the strength to achieve
That what you set out for
At the bottom of the cliff.”
For a whole entire year, nightly, I sat here
Composing a few short lines to summarize
All that I had experienced and felt
Throughout the past few hours.
Now I look back on the towers
Of text in graphite built tall,
Touching the sky, as in Babel they tried
To become immortals themselves.
I reminisce the time I spent
Writing and thinking, and the places
That I pursued such goals.
It has been a very long year.
365 days and just as many poems,
Few attaining status worthy of praise,
But nevertheless worth the time.
I used to be so hopelessly romantic,
But nothing ever improved, how tragic!
I kept dreaming for change,
But more of the same was all I got.
I feel I’ve wasted a year sitting here
With only poetry to prove that it passed,
But maybe, just maybe, I can muster
Up the hope to have one last breath
And live the next year as I wished the last.
I didn’t truly achieve my dreams; perhaps
This year will yield a better crop.
All I can do is cross my fingers for good luck.
I surrender my life to fate now,
May it do as it pleases.
I can only pray for a favorable season.
So now, my friends, goodbye at last
This year went by much to fast
I missed it all, so now I’ll go
And try to conquer all my foes.
How does the moon live up there?
In the cold, nothing to wear,
His imperfections dazzling and bare,
For all the judging world to see.
Is he modest or most vain?
Are his tears the cause for rain?
Tears of loneliness and pain
Brought on by isolation’s fee.
Are they tears of joy?
It’s quite possible the hov’ring boy
Found a star to be his coy,
Yet perfect match in heaven.
They could even be tears of laughter,
Brought about shortly after
Viewing the flawless human disaster,
The show that is our daily lives.
And so the moon,
Unseen at noon
Up in his room,
The endless vacuum,
Above our dizzy heads,
Looks down on us
In pity or hate or solidarity,
But yet always responds silently
In tears.
I lick the acid off my shoes
The poisonous rain was eating through
So I needed to slow it down
Or provide it with a better target
I need my shoes to
Where I am going
My tongue- Not so much.
Off I walk
Into the night
Of blazing suns
Spitting fire upon me
Where to now?
The deed is done! I’ve written a poem a day for one full year! Congrats to me! Now I’ll just finish up the month. Then I’ll work on more quality/lengthy/refined poetry and prose.
A full year of challenges
Has passed me by
I’ve watched them retreat
As the shifting tide
And the new takes their place
So I am left
Without any trace
Of the washed away sand
That once filled my cracks
And now has been shaken out.
There is a bag of bones
On a dusty road
Where nobody goes
Anymore.
I stumbled on down
And then right around
The corner I found
The rotting bag.
I kicked it as hard as I could
And watched it bounce of my foot
Down the bumpy loose dirt
Road it was on.
I approached it with caution,
Heaving with exhaustion,
Because the distance from the junction
In the road was so far.
I slipped out the drawstring
And removed the old king,
Decayed and rusting
Due to his position.
He opened his mouth,
I suppressed a shout,
But nothing aloud
Was uttered at all.
Gravity played its trick,
That’s all there is to it,
Just the inescapable grip
Of the force that pulls you down.
It succeeded with his soul,
But his bones are still cold
And where one can hold
Them up in the physical world.
They will soon be gone,
But don’t be alarmed
It’s just the long
Nature of things.
So I pocket the skull,
The magical hull
Of knowledge and lull
It safely to sleep in the rocking of my steps.
I watched her sleep
And counted her sheep
From a tree out of sight
And out of mind.
I whispered my love
From my place above
And guarded her rest
With compressed yearning.
I wanted to descend
Down into that bed
But knew I could not
Because I was dead.
Well not really dead,
But dead in her head
Because I was forgotten
As if I were dead.
Aren’t we all forgotten one day?
Hopefully, for most, one far away
And so distant you cannot even smell it
On the sweet billowing horizon.
Where’d it go?
I let it slip.
It fell through the cracks
And I’m left with nothing.
I’m so empty,
With nothing to fill me.
How did I let this happen?
I cannot live with this anymore.
In a crowded room
But still alone
Out of place
In my own home
I could run away
But that’d just cause
More and more problems
For me to solve